life goes on..

It's been almost a week since the last news of my broken heart. It's still broken but I feel better now. A couple of days ago, I was no different with zombie. Before I went to sleep I always stared outside the window before I closed my eyes. After I woke up the next morning, I stared outside the window again. I kept staring empty at so many things for those couple of days. I even stared empty at my most favorite delicious food in the world which I usually stared at it with excitement!

After those 2 days, I realised something. I had a few broken hearts moment before, this is not my first time. Even I already had the worst one. But no matter how broke my heart is, the world is still rotating normally. The sun still shines so brightly each morning. Everything still goes on normally. I'm just like a little tiny part of all this gorgeous massive creation.

Even though I feels like shit and don't want to do anything at the moment, but I can’t avoid the fact that I still got other things to do, whether I like it or not. I still have to work to make a living, I still have to study, to continue doing my short film project, and I also still have other internal problems and issues. My dreams still there, are waiting for me to catch them. Life doesn't stop just because of broken heart. Life goes on...

So I reminisced my past, whatever problems I had, no matter how hard it was or no matter how hurt I was, I, somehow, always could manage to get out of the troubles. I always could get up and stand up once again. That's why this time, I have to get up and pull myself together, find a way to keep moving forward, follows the flow of life while finding my own happy ending. I will do well! Gue pasti bisa! 나 잘할게!