This is the last news about my crush on this guy that I told you guys in tha last 2 previous posts. Hmm, I finally told him that I like him. Well, not xactly told him directly, I wrote him a letter. A long letter which took me a couple of nights to compose it. The content is.... secreeettt!!
He didn't call me or text me at all after that. Probably he's busy. Well, unfortunately I saw him everywhere. Like the day after I gave him the letter. I saw him in the city, everywhere I go.. When I was walking to the toilet, walking to the bus stop and after I finished work which was 4 hours later, when I was on the bus going home, we happened to be on the same bus. I'm not sure if he saw me that time. Well, he might saw me but didn't know what to say. Same like me, full of questions right now, I wanted to talk to him, just to say goodbye to him properly and be friends like we used to be. But I don't know whether he still wants to be friends with me or not! That's why I didn't yell out his name.
Anyway he's leaving today. He probably on his flight back home now. So I guess it's time to say goodbye. I don't regret of what I did. At least I'm brave enough to say what I need to say. Just hoping what's best for him. So good byee....
*Well yesterday I was browsing on youtube.com and I found this new Indonesian Song. I translated the lyrics for you guys. I embeded the video klip as well. I just thought, it's one of the best heartbroken songs. I have to keep remember that life goes on...
Menghapus Jejakmu (Erasing Your Trace) - Peter Pan
Terus melangkah melupakanmu
Keep moving on, forgetting you
Lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
My heart tired of the way you behave
Jalan pikiranmu buatku m'ragu
The way you think makes me uncertain
Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan
This is impossibble to keep going on
Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
Slowly dream feels disturbing
Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
I'm trying to keep distant
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
Slowly my heart chained
Kucoba untuk lanjutkan hidup
I'm trying to continue my life
Engkau bukanlah segalaku
You're not my everything
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Not a place for me to hold my steps
Sesudah s'mua berlalu
When things all over
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu
Let the rain erasing your trace.
Lepaskan segalanya..
Let go everything..
Lepaskan segalanya..
Let go everything..
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