It's okay to be full of yourself sometimes..

It's okay to be full of yourself sometimes. Every human needs time to think only about themselves sometimes. To whinge about whatever they don't like sometimes. To complain about several things that we resent sometimes. That's completely alright. I don't see any problems with that. We are only human, being selfish is our nature. We just need to control our 'selfishness'. Let it loose once in a while, it won't hurt anyone. Even though it ends up hurting somebody, it's better than hurt yourself.

Yes, I am selfish, who doesn't anyway. Like recently, I'm so full of myself. But it doesn't mean that I'm whingeing and complaining about my life. I'm just feeling angry and in a very bad mood, I just don't know why. I thought I could get a support from my close friends. Especially, my best friend who used to be someone that I could talk to, someone that could make me feel better when I'm in a bad mood without give me any judgement, someone who could say that everything is going to be alright. But yet, all I got is disappointment.

Yes, I am in a bad mood. People who are in bad mood only talk about their shits and I guess that's a normal thing. What's wrong with people talking about their shits sometimes? Even though we realise that there are so many people out there who are suffering more than us and they might face a bigger problem than just having a normal bad mood or failing in a test. And my friends told me to pull myself together as if I'm complaining about my life everyday.

I don't need judgement, not even an answer. Answer is my own issue that need to be resolved by myself. Did i ever judge you or did I ever ignore you when you guys told me about your shits? or when you complaining about this and that?

No, I don't feel guilty to be full of myself. Because there's one thing that you guys should realise, my self control would never solve the famine problem in Africa, it would neither stop the war in the middle east. You might make me silent by telling me about others problems which might be bigger than mine. But you do not resolve their problem by telling me that, nor even resolve mine or yours. Don't ever tell me that I'm ungrateful. I might be greedy but I'm not an ungrateful person.

So it's okay to be full of yourself sometimes, to have a bad mood, to be selfish, to complain and whinge or to be angry without any causes once in a while. There are times to be emphatic and sympathetic to others. But we can't avoid the fact that we need some time for ourselves, the fact that we too, needs a little attention and support from others.

Thanks to my housemate who shares the same opinion as mine. Thanks to my other friends who finally gave me that support. And for my 'close friends', thanks for your 'support' which led me to find this opinion of mine.